i am still alive. i'm still reading all your blogs in my google reader, but lately i've been feeling a little down, athletically-speaking. it's disheartening to read about all the great workouts / races / pr's you are all achieving and in my funk i've slacked on commenting. i'm sulking in the corner.
i've really been missing running lately. i look longingly at the sidewalk while driving on the roads i used to run. i do still make fun of people for being way overdressed though. it'll be 50+ degrees out and runners are dressed like it's 20.
a couple weekends ago we went to look at old stuff. we're cultured like that. specifically, it was an exhibit of old biblical artifacts that belong to the green family (who founded hobby lobby). it was interesting to see the really old stuff, paper made from calf skin, and to read about some of the history and travels behind some of the pieces (surviving the nazi's and what not).
photos weren't allowed, so here's a rendition. |
i had a skin biopsy done yesterday and received my first stitch. they're expediting the testing/results instead of making me wait the standard "2 weeks". should have some answers on monday.
when it rains, it pours. this past monday i had an allergic reaction to something in my lunch. i think it was the mustard. everything on my sandwich was exactly the same as one i ate last week except it had mustard this time. i used to tolerate mustard just fine, but i guess something changed. my lips swelled up and i rushed over to walgreen's for some benadryl (took two). about two hours later the swelling finally started to go down just as the drowsiness hit full force. i groggily drove myself home from work early and passed out on the couch around 4pm.
i was sporting a pretty attractive look for a few hours at work. duck lips are cool these days right? everyone is making them in their facebook photos...
Oh girl. You just don't get a break. Now here's for hoping, that you get some good news Monday!
ReplyDeleteI was just thinking about you yesterday. Realized I hadn't seen a post from you in a while. Too busy looking at old things to keep us updated I suppose. That allergic reaction is crazy! You kind of look like some of the ladies on real housewives. Glad it wasn't anything too serious - unless you have an addiction to mustard and then that might be a real downer... :)
ReplyDeleteHey! There are people who would pay big money for lips like that. :)
ReplyDeleteTeasing - I am sorry you can't catch a break. I think what you need is a vacation to the mountains (like Heidi!) I could provide all sorts of entertainment, good food, and laughs to cheer you up. Hugs my friend!!!
Wow duck lips are the rage! Just ask Lisa Rinna.
ReplyDeletePut some red liptsick on and you're Angelina! Sorry you had a reaction. (It made me think of Will Smith in that scene from Hitch.) I have a friend who has celiac disease and is allergic a lot of other types of foods, too, like dairy and beef. I can't even imagine. Hang in there. :)
ReplyDeleteAngelina Jolie?
ReplyDeleteI'm not achieving great workouts/races/PRs! ;-)
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry you're dealing with so much garbage. I hope you get some solid answers on Monday so you can start feeling your best.
Good luck with the skin thing. I've had two things removed at the age of 26, but fortunately neither were cancerous. Still, my mom had malignant melanoma, so it's definitely scary.
ReplyDeleteOMG on runners dressed like it's 20 when it's 50... the other day I was out running in a dri-fit shirt and shorts and almost everyone I passed was wearing sweats. SWEATS. It was about 50ish. And I'm really cold natured, you think it would be the other way around.
I miss your blogs and your comments, too!
A.L.
I'm sorry things are still sucky your way! :( I def know how you feel though, I went through many months of being tired of seeing everyone running and racing and working out... I wanted to be like, 'take your running and shove it up your @ss.' Sending big hugs your way friend.
ReplyDeleteGoh Lindsey, all will end one of these days and you will be back running strong! Don't worry about commenting on my blog, I'll read anyways:) And, is it wrong that I like that pic?
ReplyDeleteSorry for that allergic reaction! That just plain sucks! I hope it helped that I got nowhere near a PR in my recent race. I did it for you! Glad to hear from you but get that it his hard to read and comment when you can't do it.
ReplyDeleteFirst of all, very Angelina. And I'm glad you are ok :)
ReplyDeleteSecond, that rendition of "old stuff" really made me laugh!
Happy friday!
Angelina Jolle looking lips...... Your day will come, just be patient....
ReplyDeleteSorry about the reaction! That stinks! On the bright side, they look full and fashionable.
ReplyDeleteWe've missed you. But those lips...man, people pay for lips like that! Sorry about the rough spots.
ReplyDeleteI was gonna make the same Angelina Jolie comment, but figured that'd be cliche. So, I'll say this instead: STEP. AWAY. FROM. THE. MUSTARD.
ReplyDeleteStarring in the next Laura Croft movie ------ Lindsey......
ReplyDeleteOh noo! I hope things turn around soon for you.
ReplyDeleteit will all get better
ReplyDeleteyou will see, it always does somehow...
hang in there...
the lips...they are all right...people pay the big bucks for these...
I hope you were not in pain and if you were that it is all better now.
Dude, some people pay for lips like that.
ReplyDelete1. Keep posting. I missed you.
2. HURRAY for answers, want to hear biopsy results stat.
3. Come read my blog today, it's about cake and lately all my running has sucked, so you're safe.
Yeah, my 2011 crap year has definitely carried over to 2012 as well...this all blows. Sorry for the mustard attack-that's not fun, I get the same result with penicillin!
ReplyDeleteI would say "hang tough"...but I'm having a hard time doing that myself!
I am keeping my fingers crossed that you get some answers soon. I have to say, you are an amazing person! I admire you for staying strong and keeping your sense of humor intact. Hang in there, you will be running stronger than ever soon.
ReplyDeletei understand how hard it is to blog or comment when everyone seems to be running and you aren't. been there done that. barely back on the other side.
ReplyDeletei carry benadryl in my purse because occasionally something similar happens to me.
I'm PWing, that should make you feel tons better!!
ReplyDeleteHoly...that reaction is scary. I had a reaction a few yrs ago where the area around my eyes totally swelled up and we still have no idea what caused it.
ReplyDeletenice...Hope you are well!
Sorry that you're feeling down and all-around crummy. :( I don't even have anything constructive to offer. M&Ms might help, but I assume you are still sugar-free. (go girl)
ReplyDeleteThose swollen lips are a good look. People pay for that, you know!
I hope the biopsy is all clear.
People pay to get big puffy lips like that. It's fashionable.
ReplyDeletei feel your bummed-ness, i have been there myself many times. hang in there, and hopefully soon you'll be back at it. i sulked and pouted and cried a lot when i couldn't run. hell... i still do it because i feel like i can't keep up most of the time! regardless, i hope you can get funk-free and running soon.
ReplyDeleteGeez - what's next?! You need a break from all this, lady :(
ReplyDeleteYour lips do look damn hawt though.
I'm sorry to hear you are/were feeling a bit blue about not running...I hope my text msg the other day didn't exacerbate that...I had thought of you & wanted you to know!! ((HUGS))
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